Blog – Page 3 – Julia Fry – Psychotherapist, Neurodivergence Coach, Writer, Poet, Artist.

I Am Loving Her Now

Just sit and be still;

Meagre sounds compete with massive silence.

Giving myself to it in a different way now,

Yet tinges of teenage angst touch me with cold, sad fingers,

Different threads linking me to the past

Through my time and beyond.

I carry the ancestors’ blood,

Just sit and be still;

Meagre sounds compete with massive silence.

Giving myself to it in a different way now,

Yet tinges of teenage angst touch me with cold, sad fingers,

And I need to grieve for her,

For the self who ate to feel love,

You left me.

Wounded.

I needed help.

You turned away.

Hardened yourself.

Wrote a prescription.

Being with you is beautiful

However you are

Whatever you’re feeling.